Fact :

People i dont trust :
-Everyone cept the following
(i) Acap
(ii) Harith
(iii) Edz (he can be a bitch sometimes but its okay)
(iv) Hazman
(v) Ariff
(vi) Aaron
(vii) Joyen (Dont you fucking judge me, if you are, then dont read this)
--------- NO ONE ELSE -----------

One of the reasons if your not in the list cuz thats just the way it is, cant trust anyone anymore, even these people o so, i dont tell em anything, cept top 3, well not everything... just that, these guys were there they didnt bother if i was sad, if i broke up, if my grandfather died, my mom in car crash o so, they don't care, they would cheer the fuck out of me, and give me all sorts of funny shit, i owe them >_> just cuz i dont trust you, doesnt mean your not my friend, AND YOU as in everyone, don't read this wrongly noob, just the way it is, its my way, so if u don't like my way, then fine, its just me, dont fucking judge who i am, judge urself before you do...

I really don't know whos my friend and who do i let my heart out on emotions, its boiling inside me i guess ill just keep it in for awhile or maybe a period of time or maybe forever.. don't get me wrong, there are loads of people who were there for me.... were... now they strangers.. met a friend at mcd, ignored me.. nvm lah, just let it be zayd.. just let it be, life aint perfect, so.. ill do what i always do, keep it in, and act nice to everyone (: