N.C.C.W.I.F.A.Y.N. [guess what it stands for]

feel worse than when i threw up the 8 bottles of coke just now, couldnt sleep, either it was cuz the aircond..... or the thing i did tonight.... i mean, in life ur suppose to regret nothing, and make the most of it.... i dun know what to say bout this.... i dun knw if its good or bad, i mean, i don't know... feel like crapping shit, din laugh through a whole episode of How I Met Your Mother, nor the Simpsons... i just don't know, don't wanna discuss bout it on my blog, even though no one reads it.... just.... maybe she thinks i thought it was a game, but, hey if she reads my blog or doesnt, i just wanna say is, i really loved you, i really did, more than you know, and even though i just couldn't think of anything to say to you during the times ur mom were making u pissed off or u had ur problems.... i always wanted to help you, i just din know what to say, and im sorry, if ur happy, if ur sad... im just sorry...... but i will always be ur bunny :]
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Shangri La and Hot Air Balloons!!

WOOOOWW!! when my dad said a fancy hotel i din know IT WAS THIS FANCY!! :O but this is wicked man!! so quiet and got WiFi.... awesome... food was okay, not better than Hilton in KK, but it was okay, imma bout to go swim, yesterday night was awesome man!! Saw a hot air balloon in the shape of Doraemon!!! 8DD it was so cute :] and and and webby-ed with DAV!!! lil weirdo talking weird xD and listening to her and eli having a chat :3

Listening to INVASION!!!! damn nice song, thanks dal ;] im freezing my ass off here!! LITERALLY!!!! its just so damn cold i think i've peed 5 times already!! woke up with my phone on the floor ==""

WELL!! the good thing is i don't snore xD so my sisters snored and i was ganjil but good ;D .... bye now, going swimming!!


[EMO] Fuck off if u don't wanna read it....

sometimes i dun even think u know im there, i mean i just stand there and u just don't look at me, my usual self i would just not give a fuck, but i dun knw whuts happening to me, i've begin to "CARE" MORE!!?!? like WTF!! i dun care, dun care bout any shit cept friends, if the do shit stuff to me, they can just go kiss my ass lah, my bro's will always be here, maybe.... but i know some will be by my side, like asyraf and dal and chris.... and the girls maybe ooi and dav... but the others, their beginning to piss me off really.... really bad... >_> and im in love with a girl that thinks im a piece of dirt... so why cant i just move on?? so many people saying she's just a bitch, i kept saying to myself thats not true, but her actions... are making me slowly and slowly believe that....

My new crew :D

WOW!! this year friends increased,
but sadly more cats deceased,
entered a dance group,
hang together in a coup :D
feel for a special someone,
who couldnt feel for anyone,
so i guess ill try my best,
and leave all the rest,
just joking bout leaving everything,
cuz im not gonna sacrifice everything,
just for a girl,
even though shes the whirll

EH!! EPIC FAIL LAH THIS POEM!! malas wanna continue ah .____. its 5am whut do u expect?! gd night all....

Vengeful Heart...

I wasnt raised to be so revengeful, i've been criticized by so many people being gay and all that shit, bt i never punched them or anything, i just laughed along, last year... hurt the most, but i just let if flow and kept being patient, but.... this year.... my patience is very limited, so many people are hurting me these days, but i never hurt em back cuz of reasons..

But this person is hurting me too much and i've had enough... that person can just go suck his/her fucking dad's COCK!!! im tired of the person not caring telling me all the shit making me hurt inside, this is bullshit.... fucked up shit of hell, i'd throw that person into hell!!

People come people go, shit faces....if someone dared me to crap on their fucking mouth... I'D DO IT!! ILL DO IT INFRONT OF ALL MY FRIENDS FOR THAT MATTER!! good thing dal is just making me chill so i dun do anything stupid.... feelings... went to hell along with the rest of me... only my hatred is here to solve the rest of the problems last years fool did.... no more mr. nice guy... anyone crosses me imma gun them to hell

[All the lifeless shit people reading this dun be so perasan, its not u... get a life!!! == ]

Im Back :D

LOL! finally rajin enough to update my blog... haiyah friend got so many problems sister, reading... while... i type... OK? errr... soon, i hope... WHOLE NOOB TEAM GONNA BE SINGLE!! YEEAAAAHH!!!!!waiting for her reply... asked already, while so many people said not to ask.. even my damn closest friend from primary school JUST BY LOOKING AT HER PIC! he said dun ask... but i asked anyway, told her to tell me her answer any time she pleases... maybe that was wrong >_> lol i wanna know, but i dun want it to be like the last girl, too forcing and all that shit

These days ive been so tired.. needa break.. but i know i aint got no break from life... *sigh* i love her... but i know she dun love me back but hey, life aint a rose garden right?? Test week i slept almost after every paper... damn... gonna study at the library with chris and maybe davina >_> idk

Schools are full of fools who drools when a pool of goons appear o.o LOL!! HAHA!! friend and other friend having relationship problems.. haih... damn sad lah .... FOR THEM!! i aint sad anymore... wearing a smiley badge everywhere so that i can get throught the day... smiley badge was given by my dearest friend... thank you ^^ hehe.... well its gonna rain.. updated my blog... HAPPY ?! lawl xD