Trust

Trust my dear, its something everyone can do even though you don't even trust yourself.. i tell you alot that you can't accomplish stuff if you don't believe in yourself, yet you still don't... idk lah, but i trust you, i really do.. even if it gets me hurt, i trust you.. and right now, you are the one of the people i can trust, cuz some of my bro's o so backstabbed me.. what the fuck, i'd never backstab a bro even though he is a player, or a jackass... when i first met you, i knew that one of my close friends liked you, so i backed off.. but when i saw he was okay with it, then what else is there to hold back? After we got comfortable i knew one of my other close friends liked you, i wasn't gonna give you up, fuck that.. he didn't tell me sooner.. and he was fine by it also.. but i still felt kinda bad but not the point.. i never had guts to comment about what people do.. as in teguh, but kalau my bros.. teguh and punch them.. if they do something wrong, but if girls... no guts.. i could kill a man but i couldn't teguh someone.. see! im not as strong as you thought i was.. and not as patient..

I love it when you tell me stuff that might hurt me.. relief but im still jealous lah :P and i won't stalk so don't worry.. just, if you want, follow my advice not just to take care of my heart, but to jaga your maruah also and prevent bad stuff from happening.. when you told me you were gonna walk home from work, at freaking 10pm from amcorp to your house... bloody hell.. felt like flipping my computer table xD not out of anger.. but out of worries.. i would ya know, go teman you back home in the middle of the night, i got a bicycle ya know :P and im soooo sorry i stood u up during lunch .__. really am.. and replying with just "okay" i was actually at the train station, waiting for the god damn train that was late... but yeah, i still got some stuff i didn't tell you... ill tell you soon enough (: and you still wanna see my twitter = =" its just dead now, never really updated, i still am bothered bout some things and still am jealous sometimes but, its just me...

I'm not afraid to tell you stuff... i rarely lie to you.. like really rarely! cuz idk, you can take the truth out of me (: which i am grateful for that.. i have ALOT of things to get off my chest, but like i said i got NO GUTTS!!! i got guts only when i say it infront of you.. face to face.. which i've done alot .__. if you ask me to make a list... a whole forest will be cut down to make paper.. environment pollution.. and i'm always here for you if you need me.. so.. if you need me... tell me!! (:

Helloo

If i made any promises, and i forgot to to full fill it, i'm sorry.. yeah i got no guts to ask if i made any promises, but... if i remember and i don't full fill it... i have my reasons, just leave it that way and if you feel like you have a grudge on me... then leave, just leave, don't talk to me, delete in me in facebook..... plenty of 'ME's in the world

Like We Used To

I can feel her breath as she's sleeping next to meSharing pillows and cold feetShe can feel my heart, fell asleep to its beatUnder blankets and warm sheets
If only I could be in that bed againIf only it were me instead of him
Does he watch your favorite movies?Does he hold you when you cry?Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts?When you've seen it a million times
Does he sing to all your musicWhile you dance to "Purple Rain"?Does he do all these thingsLike I used to?
14 months and 7 days agoOh, I know you know how we felt about that nightJust your skin against the windowBut we took it slow and we both know
It shoulda been me inside that carIt should have been me instead of him in the dark
Does he watch your favorite movies?Does he hold you when you cry?Does he let you tell him all your favorite partsWhen you've seen it a million times?
Does he sing to all your musicWhile you dance to 'Purple Rain'?Does he do all these thingsLike I used to?
I know, love(Well, I'm a sucker for that feeling)Happens all the time, love(I always end up feeling cheated)You're on my mind, love(Oh sorta let her when I need it)That happens all the time, love, yeah
Will he love you like I loved you?Will he tell you everyday?Will he make you feel like you're invincibleWith every word he'll say?
Can you promise me if this was right?Don't throw it all away
Can you do all these things?Will you do all these thingsLike we used to?Oh, like we used to

Friends

Guess we're all falling apart huh?? guess we were never meant to stay a group, but i don't mind, cuz life has ways of changing and bending the world. i meet new friends and make new bonds between new people, but the old bonds between the past friends are rusty and easily broken, but rust can be overcame, but i think its too late, this year i just lost all the fucks i give about everything, but i feel i should still have it, but its so hard to get it back... i feel like i don't care bout anything anymore, but someone is making me feel.. for once... damn shit, im not even friends with the guy i befriended when i was standard 1, just now in school, when he got in trouble for doing bad stuff, i just stood there and shook my head, everyone changes, even if we don't know it, even if we don't want to admit it, but everyone does, i've changed alot, hell yeah i did, i don't text anyone anymore these days, but i still have fun, my foosball skills are getting better and better, can finally make a clean pass, woohoo!! and i think i can beat thinesh.. i think.. that man is a beast, lightning quick moves, anyway, i know friends don't last, well not all of them, so right now, i just really need to find the fucks i give about SPM, cuz right now im just lazy as hell, dont game anymore, D3 got bug so cant play, other account got password so cant play my games anymore, and i get bored easily, right now its 12am, and im gonna stay up and design my shoe, still havent thought of the colour of the arms.. weird.. i remember last year during this month my heart was broken, but the past is just the past, cant change it, dont want to change it... and im sick.. got flu, been sneezing all over the place, haha i met this girl, shes damn different lah, i call her zasshu ( mongrel in japanese ) and she calls me... - -""" kirei ( beautiful in japanese) well actually its kirei na.. but lets just keep it to ourselves, its enough my friends call me kirei in school... due to the fact that i am emotionless and have no feelings like a character in Fate Zero, Kotomine Kirei... they call me kirei.. LOL so i dunno if their calling me beautiful or they just think i have no emotion :P but having no emotions is fun man, u punch people like no feeling o so, but i do have a bit of feelings still, im not that dead.. its been 4 days since i've played in the rain, epic-ness.. this morning it was so dark, was walking back from canteen to my class, suddenly it poured, and i was chewing on my nugget!! it was ridiculous man, my nugget got soaked, but i still ate it cuz i don't want to waste it.. today was good, it was good, sat next to my bro, and ramesh was extremely funny today, EXTREMELY funny during bio.. its good to see her smile (: hyper boy needs to practice his foosball lah, he ah, cannot relax man, he needs to relax, even Marc said he act like pro, but play not like pro.. haha damn funny lah, marc o so need some training, even though he has played longer than me, and some more he has more time and he is older than me! well, got to go..

Mesmerizing speech (:

Why I love Playing games...

Commentators... 1 word... commentators.. they are fucking awesome, never boring when their commentating either a game ur playing, or just some random game, WHOEVER IS READING THIS!! YOU MUST WATCHH!!!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=66ZFGAH4CJA&feature=related

MIDWEST CHOPPERS 2... Tech N9ne is fucking killer

[Intro]
We scoured the globe on a quest to find the most elite
Most intricate tongues of all time
California, New York, Denmark, Australia
Then a cold wind from the Midwest brought the hardest
Fastest, most accurate tongues ever heard in our lifetime
These are the Midwest Choppers

[K-Dean]
I got a message for any one of you muthafuckin niggaz
That wanna talk 'bout the Mid-Midwest
We dangerous, Aim to bust any little nigga with a big-big chest
Anybody that wanna be comin thinkin they hotter
I'm a type of nigga that'll really kill ya for dollas
Fuck everybody that want a piece of a killa
For real, Me and my niggaz will leave you floatin in a river
So fuck all you haters, You heard what I said
My flow a little bit over your head
Act like a pencil, I'll fill you with led
If you afraid, Then tell me you scared
Cause imma little bit out of my muthafuckin mind
The hardest rapper that Tecca N9na could fuckin find
Who that? Who that? That's me
Who that? Who that? K-Dean
When I was comin up in the game everybody was tellin me
'I really be killin a lot of you niggaz, I'm mean'
Fuckin with my niggaz D-Loc and Dalima
They told me, 'I be really gotta be a muderer killin machine'
I didn't care about nothing but rappin my way to the top
Fuckin with my nigga Tech, He told me I'm hot
Anybody got a problem with any one of my niggaz
I'll pulled out the 9 milli up to a pop
Bring the heat, Bring the noise, Bring the flames
Anything that you bring, Imma tame
Puttin dirt on the top of my name
Pull back and I click-click, bang
Ask Tech, He'll tell you I'm strange
If you ever wanna talk about me
Imma run up, Gun up and leave you with no brain
Then you'll know my flow is insane

[Chorus]
I be on the West Coast, I be on the East Coast
I be North, South, but I reside on my side, Midwest Chopper
Even though I'm all up in the Northwest
All across the U.S.
Overseas, Midwest Choppers

Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh (You can't touch us)
Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh (Yeah, Midwest Choppers)
Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh (You can't touch us)
Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh (Nigga, Midwest Choppers)

[Krayzie Bone]
Come, come get some of this
Midwest murda music, murda music, murda music
Come, come get some of this
Midwest murda music, murda music, murda music
Let me hit 'em
When I get 'em, Imma split 'em, Imma kill 'em
I'm the nigga with the lyrical venom finna get up in them
When they give me the instrumental
I finish 'em, diminish 'em
I guarantee the murda music is a minimum
But lately I been givin 'em hell
They don't really wanna see me, I'm so damn swell
Call me a monster, Verse Designer, First To bomb ya
Leathaface pullin up in that hearse beside ya
Murda, mo murda, mo murda, mo murdered 'em all, kill 'em all
Krayzie kill 'em all, they fall
It's a lyrical execution
We snap faster, We the rap masters
Squeeze the gat, Blast it, If that's how it gots to be
So they better get it ready
Cause I'm heated like an AK-47 spittin bullet deliverence out of me
Well that's somethin, That's crazy, Jackson
He's amazin action, Stay in action
Rap singin at ya, I'm blazin at ya
I'm kinda like an automatic aimin at ya
And I don't want a little bit of flame to ashes
You know you really truely insane to madness
You're never gonna find other niggaz more scandalous
Than this Midwest blastin famly

[Chorus]
I be on the West Coast, I be on the East Coast
I be North, South, but I reside on my side, Midwest Chopper
Even though I'm all up in the Northwest
All across the U.S.
Overseas, Midwest Choppers

Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh (You can't touch us)
Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh (Yeah, Midwest Choppers)
Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh (You can't touch us)
Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh (Nigga, Midwest Choppers)

[Tech N9ne]
I am the definition of murda
The N9ne is now coming to serve ya
You're running but you can't go no furtha
Cause I'm running through you with no sign of inertia

Gimme the mic and I bet that you duck
It's what you betta do when I'm bussin
I be flippin, I'm incredible, Never get on my level
I'm a killa with the pedal to the medal
You're edible and ya death is so inevitable
I can take it to ya momma, Ya daddy, The back of a caddy
You cut up in the sack with a baggy and I wanna...
Take it out and make it patty
You gotta be patty
Cause that'll be bad if you decide to mad, Is you gonna?
You can listen to me and see I'm the nigga with the ammunition
I'm givin the livin a vision of death
Makin 'em sick and depressed
Cause I be givin everything
I'm a rebel and I'm still with the quick and the best
Makin 'em walk in the business
I get up in it to rip and diminish ya
Trip and I finish ya
Dig it, You really get me livid, I'm bout give it a pivot
Imma stick it so we can differ to sinister
I be the chopper that got ya little boppers goin off us
Better not let me up on the premises
Cause I'm a doctor that's out for the shotaz when I brought ya
Be cautious never talk of this nemesis
We on top of the hill when it come to the skill
Other rappers are damn jokers
They be givin the people comedy
But the Tecca N9na misery shit is Bram Stoker

[Chorus]
I be on the West Coast, I be on the East Coast
I be North, South, but I reside on my side, Midwest Chopper
Even though I'm all up in the Northwest
All across the U.S.
Overseas, Midwest Choppers

Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh (You can't touch us)
Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh (Yeah, Midwest Choppers)
Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh (You can't touch us)
Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh-Ay-Oh (Nigga, Midwest Choppers)