Well this is my first update since my UK, wow, its been like 3 weeks full of coldness and chillness and and my sister asking me to wash the dishes @____@""" well im finally back and the weather is so freaking hot man! its unbearable!! but nyeh, i came back and i didnt come back alone, i came back with my old friend..... FEVER!!! yesterday i hung out with her and soon, so nice to see her, missed her so much while i was away, and i felt so bad, even if i said sorry so many times i couldnt feel better, its just the way i am .____. whenever someone does something bad, i feel guilty, like WTF?! ah well, i was just raised that way, to always apologize and be nice. but ah well...
Well first day did nothing actually, couldnt find the mosque around Hyde Park, the tube when i took it it was freaking confusing!! its like, 7 or maybe 10 LINES!! and all different colours, i couldnt make my way anywhere, so i just stuck at Piccadilly Circus and just read waterstone books... went to stone henge and Bathe, and freaking hell the Light Garden at the Art Museum was freaking awesome!! IT REALLY WAS FREAKING AWESOME!! and i read this book called Eye of the Moon, and it really is messed up, SERIOUSLY!! it really is the most messed up book i have, i mean come on, what girl has a name Cleavage?!?! it costed like... 8 Pounds? that was bout 40 ringgit, i couldve bought.. em... 2? maybe 3? Horrible history books at Book Xcess? maybe more?? maybe... 4? 5? Idk u tell me, right now im just sitting on my torn up chair jet lagging and now its about, about 10pm there at UK so i might not sleep soon, just listened to like, 10 sad songs just now at Mtv, pretty... pretty sad.. yeah pretty sad... idk what im talking bout, well one of these songs reminded me of my ex. and it just reminded me of all the things i said to her, and i just felt bad, but MAYBE.. just maybe... im not making this up... Santa claus didnt bring up some present for me and gave this to me... just maybe... JUST MAYBE!! I will not be... crazy? these past few days.. idk... but if i do... too bad for you ;D
Its... 6.20am, and i miss her .__. yesterday... i miss yesterday, never say a Lioness in real life face to face... but i guess i did yesterday, bit me til i was bleeding HAHA!!! I still love you :) BUT EVERYTHINGS CHANGING!!! sorry the randomness, listening to second heartbeat :P theres nothing like A7x in the morning babeh!! OMFG OMFG OMFG!!! my sister getting engaged this... Sunday?? talk is on Saturday? sure bout that zayd? yes im very sure about that zayd thank you for asking.. no problem zayd... aight im just being weird, Sister getting married and idk what the hell to wear, well it doesnt matter actually, well it does!!! idk .___. maybe ill just wear my Joker T-Shirt and my GAP jeans... if mommy lets me, i feel like finishing the caramel custard, SERIOUSLY!! its like in the fridge tempting me like some... nevermind.... GAAAH!! stop telling me to eat u custard!! I want u to live!! so the other people MAY DEVOUR YOU!!!
Huh, i duwanna write any more emo stuff no more cuz last time i did that, it did nothing, i mean the pain still inside but writing it down just eases the pain, but the pain comes right back, and some people might get terasa bout what u write, like they think its you and all, eh its normal, i sometimes happen, i mean, IT sometimes happens to me, we're only human PEOPLE!! Well UK was fun, but i would like to have her in my arms, either in UK or here, but sadly she cant come with me to UK so i would prefer going back to M'sia and have her here ^^ shes asleep right now... OOOOOHH!!!!! *omnomnom her tummy* you shall never know what that means :P well woodland friends.. hehe got that from Weazel, too bad he drinks =/ or not i could play his Drinking game when i play games with him, still wonder how he can get so many kills while his drunk -.^ the bloody gay! haha!! sorry weazel, wait... u dont know i have this blog, MUAHAHAHA!! WEAZEL U GAY BASTARD!! alright i'll stop now...
But I love his cat man, his cat is just adorable, and somehow.... SOMEHOW... Davina has a cat and its name is.. SHADOW!! OOOOOOOOOOWH! THE IRONY! gotta contain myself! CONTAIN URSELF ZAYD CONTAIN ZE BLOODLUST WIZIN YOU!!! well, i think imma go play Starcraft 2 now and pawn some noobs, but imma see if weazel is awake, i hope he is :P GOODNIGHT MY LITTLE WOODLAND FRIENDS
~Peace out .:[Z]ay[D]:.
