Trust my dear, its something everyone can do even though you don't even trust yourself.. i tell you alot that you can't accomplish stuff if you don't believe in yourself, yet you still don't... idk lah, but i trust you, i really do.. even if it gets me hurt, i trust you.. and right now, you are the one of the people i can trust, cuz some of my bro's o so backstabbed me.. what the fuck, i'd never backstab a bro even though he is a player, or a jackass... when i first met you, i knew that one of my close friends liked you, so i backed off.. but when i saw he was okay with it, then what else is there to hold back? After we got comfortable i knew one of my other close friends liked you, i wasn't gonna give you up, fuck that.. he didn't tell me sooner.. and he was fine by it also.. but i still felt kinda bad but not the point.. i never had guts to comment about what people do.. as in teguh, but kalau my bros.. teguh and punch them.. if they do something wrong, but if girls... no guts.. i could kill a man but i couldn't teguh someone.. see! im not as strong as you thought i was.. and not as patient..
I love it when you tell me stuff that might hurt me.. relief but im still jealous lah :P and i won't stalk so don't worry.. just, if you want, follow my advice not just to take care of my heart, but to jaga your maruah also and prevent bad stuff from happening.. when you told me you were gonna walk home from work, at freaking 10pm from amcorp to your house... bloody hell.. felt like flipping my computer table xD not out of anger.. but out of worries.. i would ya know, go teman you back home in the middle of the night, i got a bicycle ya know :P and im soooo sorry i stood u up during lunch .__. really am.. and replying with just "okay" i was actually at the train station, waiting for the god damn train that was late... but yeah, i still got some stuff i didn't tell you... ill tell you soon enough (: and you still wanna see my twitter = =" its just dead now, never really updated, i still am bothered bout some things and still am jealous sometimes but, its just me...
I'm not afraid to tell you stuff... i rarely lie to you.. like really rarely! cuz idk, you can take the truth out of me (: which i am grateful for that.. i have ALOT of things to get off my chest, but like i said i got NO GUTTS!!! i got guts only when i say it infront of you.. face to face.. which i've done alot .__. if you ask me to make a list... a whole forest will be cut down to make paper.. environment pollution.. and i'm always here for you if you need me.. so.. if you need me... tell me!! (:
