DGV DGV DGV

today din go to school, when my mum woke me up i said my leg was paining and she said i no need go to school, that was.... VERY SURPRISING!!! haha
DAAAAMMMNNN MYY SSISSSTEERR!!! use my thumbdrive and now GOT VIRUS!!! now i cannot play warcraft :'{ so sad... Hehe, yesterday was fun!! during the D.G.V (Distric Governors visit) we all made jokes and all that, Jeevan ate like 3 plates of rice Dx and i had like 1 half x( owh well, past is the past eyh?
HAHA!! my friend and i were like fooling around and my other friend took pics >_> of my weird faces :P WEIRD INDEED!!! i dunno but im listening to this gay song called Take That - Rule The worl >_> I NEED EMINEM!! i just found out eminem has a movie O.O
AAAHH!! now its better, listening to On Fire by eminem now :D
DAYUM!!! Cataclysm looks so cool, but many people say Deathwing is easier than Lich King o.o thats very... veryyyyy surprising since in the cinematic trailer he looks damn tough, tougher than the hulk, owh well, the magic of technology eyh? XD

These days, i dun think about her anymore, i just trying not to think of her, everytime i think she likes me, i think of all the signs that she doesnt, and i keep telling myself she will never like me, and i should just move on >_> every sign that says she likes me gets blocked over, and some memory of her doing something with some other guy..... quickly kills the memory saying she likes me >_>
Damn...... life sucks... im hungry... imma go eat now...

WOWOW!!!

Malas lah wanna update blog, but it makes me not bored!! WOW! these days ive not been depressed or sad, thats good :D AND FUCK YEAH!!! im in a dancing group full of crazy psycho's including myself
dancing here dancing there, bball here bball there, futsal here futsal there, no study here no study there... damnit... needa study more!! on second thought, maybe not.. haha.. gonna watch Battle Los Angeles with acap after march test, just like the old days, watching just the two of us, but maybe Aiman's gonna join... i dunno... well... eh, my friends advice me not to go for this girl i like, so... yeah... i dun mind.. i mean come on, im not gonna wait.... not like last girl
so, i aint gonna go around sulking cuz of some girl wont take me... THATS PURE BULLSHIT!!
Why would i care? i got a whole life infront of me... and im suppose to just wait if a girl i like likes me or not... hell no!! if she doesnt like me, then fine... i dun mind, haha today was kinda funny, during chemistry we were doing an experiment with the trainee teacher as our guide, then we started singing for no reason xD
Suddenly one experienced teacher came in and shouted like his mother was on fire!!
HAHA!! and danced at arena a lil bit, and acap gonna join!! WHEE~~

but my pet sistah is sick D: NOOOOO!!! hope she gets betta, so that we can pass the auditions for ICC!! that'd be so awesome!! we still dont have a name though, kinda weird, vie wants it to be statistics >.>"

AH well, must write this karangan more than 600 words
FFFFWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOKKKKKKIIIINNNNGGGG BBBIIIIAAAATTTCCCHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn razihan, bloody retard, but he is a cool teacher, dun care if any of us sleep 8D
these days i dun care bout girls anymore, and my friend always hugs me, which is kinda weird, but eh, i guess i need hugs, cuz normally no one hugs me, cept eldest sis, she kinda squeezes me o.o

haha, these days im trying to save up, but somehw, im not gonna buy ecplipse when im practicing dancing >_> cuz vie and the others always finish em within like 1 hour!! HAHA!! Well, nw i still like that girl :3 dun care whut my friends say, at least my guy friends got meh back, but the girls... kinda... saying bad things bout her... but we'll just see....

Dayum

i can't tell u how much you mean to me.

when i look at you, i wish that you could feel the way i do.

i wish you'd know, just what i'd give for you.

every night while i cry, i just want to call you and tell you 'i love you'

but when i think of what would happen if you didn't feel the same way, just shatters my heart and brings more tears. ur the only one who can make me smile, but when you can't..it's because you're the reason i cry.
really just wish u would feel the same way about me,

and i wish we both could be,

but it just wont seem to happen,

cuz ur heart seems to dampen,

and ignore all u want cuz i dun give a damn,

cuz my heart is sealed tight like a clam,

u leave i dun care and i dun mind,

cuz leaving someone isnt a crime..... so leave me be, if we werent suppose to be together, then let it be....

Fuck

Fuck the dreams
Fuck the kisses
Fuck the hopes
Fuck the wishes.

Fuck the love
Fuck the hate
Fuck the money
Fuck the dates.

Fuck the hugs
Fuck the falls
Fuck the 'i love you's"
fuck the phone calls.

Fuck the pain
Fuck the hurt
Fuck you
Your a total jerk.

Fuck what I thought
Fuck what I said
Fuck all my feelings
They're all fucking dead.

This New Year =D

WOW!! New years!! even though its already 5:01am 6th January 2011, its never too late. Its in the morning and im emo-ing >_> while playing some game called Battalion:Arena xD

All friendzies are asleep, mom and sis also. Probably should get some sleep, or maybe not, too weak, two weeks i have been having ups and downs, miss so many of my friends, miss last years cool times and awesome times together, dunno how am i gonna go through UNI without em.

We all got to move on eyh?

eheh, well, not getting a gf till after form 5... i think....

Friend says i should tell her how i feel this saturday, but thats not likely to happen, don't wanna disturb her, with all the form 4 stuff, and wow, the girls having more problems in school than us guys!! Amazing!! we guys chilling and learning slowly in school while the girls are learning so quick in their school..... owh well....

Last words.... im so lost without you....

That Country and its people can go chop their balls off and die!!

Bloody hell that country, full of stupid people and idiot whores, wanna kutuk malaysia some more, they can all just look in the mirror and look at their stupid and dirty pig faces, no respect for Malaysians also, bloody freaking idiots, the leaders also so bullshiting idiots, full of strippers and assholes, cannot even count to ten, come to our country seeking money, we help them, then what they repay us?

THEY FUCKING EJEK AND KUTUK OUR CULTURE AND OUR PEOPLE!!!! THATS HOW THEY FREAKING REPAY US!!!

The BLOODY PEOPLE CANT GROW UP!! no education at all! no manners, they just shoot their words without thinking!! We help them last time, and now they acting bitchy to us, no wonder their hated and disrespected by other countries, CUZ THEY DISRESPECT OTHER COUNTRIES AS WELL!! acting like so tough and can beat Malaysia in everything, the bloody idiots....

creating groups called Anti-Malaysia on Facebook and talking crap about Malaysia, WHY DON'T THEY JUST SAY IT TO OUR FACES LAH!! We'll kick their idiot asses if they talk bullshit about us, but thank goodness because of our kind hearted Prime Minister we wont go to war with that stupid country, a single Malaysian has more manners then a billion of those stupid people in the country, someone should nuke them and rid of miss guidance and rudeness

getting more and more pissed with their smack talk, wanna just BREAK EVERY BONE OF EVERY SINGLE CITIZEN AT THAT FREAKING COUNTRY!!! but i know some are good hearted, and wont even dare to talk bad about Malaysians, they are loyal to their country even though their country is bullshit, i respect them and their purpose to make that country a better place, all i dont respect is those stupid heads thinking their so big and so better than Malaysians till making photos of all malaysian flags and manure, GOD!! Because of the good hearted people of that country i wont think of harming their land.....

THAT COUNTRY BETTER GROW UP AND START THINKING RIGHT OR SO HELP ME ILL PRAY UR DESTRUCTION!!!