Fucked up..

FUCK TODAY!! FUCK TODAY!! I GIVE IT A BIG _l_!!!! FUCKING SHIT!! the most happiest day become the fuckest uped day of the year... fuck it lah... bullshit, full of bullshit, imma break anyones face if they bother me tmmrw in school, shitfaces... bloody fucked up day... >:[ i just wanna break someones face, thank god i din break some strangers face when cycling he almost hit me... fucked up fella don't know how to drive. MOM NEVER TEACH U AH? U SON OF A BITCH!!! -.-"" great sweet shit.... wtver lah fucked up people of the world... imma turn gay!!

My Life

Ya know, if u think im not worth at all, then leave me, im use to people leaving me behind, or just abandoning me just like that, its okay, i've stopped caring since my dad told me i was a piece of nothing when i was a kid, i be happy most of the times, so that i wont be reminded of all the stuff of how my shitty life is, i know, u think that ya know, i don't care, i don't understand you, or something else, if u think im not worth it, then move on, im okay with that, huh, last year waited for a girl for a year, and she ended up going to someone else, hehe, makes me laugh... .____. i've lived with disappointments and things turning me down for something else, you wanna leave me, stop loving, wanna love someone else better than me, okay, fine, ur choice, the front door of my life is always open, u wanna leave my life, remember to shut the door on ur way out... u say i don't care... its not that i don't care... its just im use to the crap i go through everyday, its like my daily routine... morning : mom nags, and blames me for everything she goes through, afternoon : dad smokes outside at the porch comes in during lunch if i do something wrong he'll yell at me, night : nagging from both and asking me to do this do that, if my eldest sis nags is a bonus.... eheh, whenever my dad says i got no brain or no tongue i just smile and think of my pets, that would never leave me, they died, i know its sad, but hey, at home in this neighberhood and in my life, my bestfriend was always dal, cuz no matter what i do or no matter what he did, we will always stick together, but now, i feel like im loosing him, maybe i was made to be a loner, loner just walking across the lands... haha, i bet if i marry some girl out there shes gonna cheat on me on this hotter guy.... i wont be surprised if that happens... im not a guy that becomes mad easily, i just get irritated, never yelled at anyone in my life though... i know, if i get any gf in my life, she'll end up see-ing me as a weirdo freak gay, and ending up breaking up with me.... yeaahh, maybe i should turn gay... .___. nah i'd rather die, but hey ya know, even though life is shit, i always got friends, and if the whole lot of em leave me, its okay, everyones gotta move on once in a while, i need myself, i and me... thats all i need, cuz even though people think "omg im seeing this post, im gonna go be his friend" yeah they say that once they see this post, but after a few weeks they forget and leave you to rot in ur freaking life... sooo... if u wanna leave me, leave me, u can stop loving me, u can stop caring for me, even though i care bout everyone in my life, i know they don't care much bout me at all, soooo go on, live ur life, no point having me as ur burden... go... u don't have to be my care taker or anything... haha, i wont be surprised if i die alone... thats good actually, no one to get all sad when i die, no one to be at my funeral, no one to cry over my dead body, so its better if i stay alone, me alone = no one gets hurt when something happens to me..

So go if u think im just a tall guy with loads of friends, go if u think i don't care bout chu, or love you..... the door is open... i've been left so many times i've gotten use to it already...

another DAYUM!!!

WOWOWOWOW!!! today i slept through agama, freaking class din wake me up, semua orang baca doa i sesat sleeping on my table -.-"" then i had FUTSAL!! first time this year we had all guys futsal! WHEN EVERYONE WAS THERE!! in school... awesome shit lah, today went to picadilly, penat doh -.-"" slept at 3am cuz just only got WOW3 from DALLY!!! XDD hehe, so tired la, i was so tired malas wanna layan anyone, eheh, lil one looked pretty and cute in her pink.. erm... top??? x3 awwwwwwwwwww blech .____. eheh, dav fuck off!! i can be mushy when i want toooo!!!

Hmmm, after that we like walked around Mil Square, empty place, we ditched Eli!! and went somewhere else, i like kesian her lah x] so i went back out lah and saw her standing at the end of the escalator, haha, so then yeah we just walked, azim's driver came early, kent asked azim to say Fuck Off to his driver o.O weirdo.... then yeah we just walked to eli's house and terserempak with her mom! xD I waved as she drove by, we ended up infront of her house le..

We wanted to go in her house, but mom say must pay or do some chores -.- wtf.... i was like nvm lah auntie... then suddenly Azim go shout "must do something lah for your son-in-law" to eli's mom and i was like WHAT THE FUCK YOU FREAKING SHIT ASS WHORING PEDOFILING MANWHORING SIAL PUNYA MAK TAK AJAR!!!! then i malu edi wana show ma face -.-"""" i wanted to play bball wif em, but my mom sudah sampai at da school so had to go back :P

Alaaa .___. lil wan has been sad these days, WHAT DID I DO!!!
Bunny : WHAT DID YOU DO??
Zady : YEAH LAH WHAT DID YOU DO?!?!
Zayd : I don't know!!
Bunny : You must've been a jerk to her
Zady : YEAH LAH!! go emo emo some more, idiot
Zayd : FINE LAH!! no more emo-ing sick bitch...
Bunny & Zady : *thumbs up*

LAWL!! Bapak lifeless siall.... guess should spend more time? if got leh, dun emo lah, emo is for at home zayd... haih, i miss her edi... damnit... im gonna ring Azim's neck for saying that to her mom =="""" _l_ bloody perv.... haih... *sigh*
Bunny : WHAT DID I JUST TELL YOU BOUT BEING EMO!?!
Zayd : Chill la, just... dun know..
Bunny : WTF!!! *Slaps*
Zayd : Your just like Davina!!
Bunny : eh i white bunny kay not black bunny xDD

Listening to Lazy Song... awesome song lah, okay okay, Friday i give her full attention??? yes?? no?? well must pay attention to studies o so lah, but dun emo emo lah, make her smile ^^ and.. ya know... THE PLAN!! make sure nu one kacau again -.-"""

BYE BYE!!!
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huh, weirdly i cant send texts to anyone o.o whats going on????? damn, i feel like webbying now!! NO ONE ONLINE TO WEBBY WIF!!! AAAAAGGHHH!! seriously just so damn bored, owh owh! today went to arena and practiced, well not practice, we were teacher some girls and guys how to dance, i mean dance moves, this guy we thought baby freeze, he got it terus! but azzam and azim were like, damn surprised, i wasnt, i was like, okay??? i said to him "SHOW ME" then he showed me, and i was like, wtf, so many mistakes, so i corrected him la, i made him do baby freeze for 10 secs, he shaking so badly, i think he wanted to pee or something, form 1s.... hmmmm

owh, owh, me and azzam were like playing Ghost Recon on his lappy, and Nabil was beside us kacau-ing pressing this and that buttons, no life gay xDD hmmm, what else? owh, i ajak davina come arena, and she did, kinda late, but nvm, owh owh!! it was like raining damn heavily, and me, azzam and a form 1 girl named, typhanie? tiphanie?? o.o idk how to spell, we play, i made a kick and fell, my ass was wet xD poor dal, i ajak him play futsal, but it rained so tak leh, hmmm..

Lil one called me ;] i thought it was Aina for one second, but when i heard her laugh i know eli edi :3 she was wasting her grandmothers credit... sweat much??? huh, talked for like 20 minutes like that i guess, cycled back, CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT MY MOM ACTUALLY THOUGHT I WENT SOMEWHERE ELSE CUZ OF MY FB PROFILE PIC! she thought i lied and went to my friends house damn her....

CRY ME A RIVERR!! song im listening to now, tmmrw most probably going to arena again, gonna just hang with the others there, eli going with nabil to his jamming thing *note not peanut butter and jam, jam as in guitar, drums and all that* <===== you would be a pretty dumb ass if u think that... i think tmmrw morning, it'll just be, me, dav, soon, maybe azzam? and asyraf, i guess.... since azim o so going to Digital Mall, or maybe ill play some bball while waiting for everyone tmmrw?? maybe now, idk :P texted with Ky all day ^^ now cannot edi o.o idk why, something wrong with the line i guess, stupid hotlink, well thats all i guess....

This post was made on 21st of April 2011

Aight aight, erm.. where do i start? hmmm... aight.... me and the boys gonna make our own jerseys! and i had some epicly epic designs, i borrowed Kai's bball jersey for some guidance, came up with some names for our team : Knights, Noob Team (our old name), Phoenix, Vortex Accumilators and some others...

Now back to the matter at hand... ya know, i don't wanna be secretive at all, just wanna blurt out her name, the girl i love is... Elina :] i don't care what people think nowadays those pervs at the side of the street giving me the look when im walking beside eli, the purple elephant in Pocoyo xDD i know ive asked and took back the question... and i know for the girl last year, i waited for a whole year for her answer, and i waited for eli for like not even a month, that shows nothing!! i took it back cuz, i saw around her, she had so many other guys to choose from, one could play awesome bball, another could play guitar and could sing, all of em were handsome hot guys... and i thought i wasnt good enough for her, i mean, all i do is annoy people and draw... thats not much talent now is it? ._____.

But my buds seem to open my eyes and realize, that she too likes me back, and i will ask again! and nu buts im not gonna take it back, and this time.... IM GONNA ASK FACE 2 FACE!! i aint gonna be a pussy anymore... don't care if people make fun of me, i want her, and maybe she wants me? and i gonna make my move before someone else takes her, its just a matter of time and place, just now, i went to her house, wanted to ask her, but her mom was there... and it would be awkward if i asked infront of her mom O.O so i had to call it off xDD

Haih.... i miss her, that day i forgot to hug her... i regretted it and i couldnt sleep, wow sounds so lame, but its the truth, and ya know, idk ._____. i just love her alot, feel protective over her, and if anyone starts talking bout her boobs infront of me imma break that pervs neck xD i know a lot of guys like her, A LOT!!!! but i dun give a shit, i would get my ass beat up just to be with her... if anyone can beat my ass that is, tomorrow maybe im gonna have to fight someone, who cares, i would like to see him beat my ass....

I LOVE YOU ELI!!! ^_^ i dont care whatever people say bout this, im just gonna say it...

[this does not matter anymore, even though i still have feelings for u, always know never will be good between me and u, so nvm... best is to live our lives]

Two Words...

Barber Streisand :DD

N.C.C.W.I.F.A.Y.N. [guess what it stands for]

feel worse than when i threw up the 8 bottles of coke just now, couldnt sleep, either it was cuz the aircond..... or the thing i did tonight.... i mean, in life ur suppose to regret nothing, and make the most of it.... i dun know what to say bout this.... i dun knw if its good or bad, i mean, i don't know... feel like crapping shit, din laugh through a whole episode of How I Met Your Mother, nor the Simpsons... i just don't know, don't wanna discuss bout it on my blog, even though no one reads it.... just.... maybe she thinks i thought it was a game, but, hey if she reads my blog or doesnt, i just wanna say is, i really loved you, i really did, more than you know, and even though i just couldn't think of anything to say to you during the times ur mom were making u pissed off or u had ur problems.... i always wanted to help you, i just din know what to say, and im sorry, if ur happy, if ur sad... im just sorry...... but i will always be ur bunny :]
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