Friends

Guess we're all falling apart huh?? guess we were never meant to stay a group, but i don't mind, cuz life has ways of changing and bending the world. i meet new friends and make new bonds between new people, but the old bonds between the past friends are rusty and easily broken, but rust can be overcame, but i think its too late, this year i just lost all the fucks i give about everything, but i feel i should still have it, but its so hard to get it back... i feel like i don't care bout anything anymore, but someone is making me feel.. for once... damn shit, im not even friends with the guy i befriended when i was standard 1, just now in school, when he got in trouble for doing bad stuff, i just stood there and shook my head, everyone changes, even if we don't know it, even if we don't want to admit it, but everyone does, i've changed alot, hell yeah i did, i don't text anyone anymore these days, but i still have fun, my foosball skills are getting better and better, can finally make a clean pass, woohoo!! and i think i can beat thinesh.. i think.. that man is a beast, lightning quick moves, anyway, i know friends don't last, well not all of them, so right now, i just really need to find the fucks i give about SPM, cuz right now im just lazy as hell, dont game anymore, D3 got bug so cant play, other account got password so cant play my games anymore, and i get bored easily, right now its 12am, and im gonna stay up and design my shoe, still havent thought of the colour of the arms.. weird.. i remember last year during this month my heart was broken, but the past is just the past, cant change it, dont want to change it... and im sick.. got flu, been sneezing all over the place, haha i met this girl, shes damn different lah, i call her zasshu ( mongrel in japanese ) and she calls me... - -""" kirei ( beautiful in japanese) well actually its kirei na.. but lets just keep it to ourselves, its enough my friends call me kirei in school... due to the fact that i am emotionless and have no feelings like a character in Fate Zero, Kotomine Kirei... they call me kirei.. LOL so i dunno if their calling me beautiful or they just think i have no emotion :P but having no emotions is fun man, u punch people like no feeling o so, but i do have a bit of feelings still, im not that dead.. its been 4 days since i've played in the rain, epic-ness.. this morning it was so dark, was walking back from canteen to my class, suddenly it poured, and i was chewing on my nugget!! it was ridiculous man, my nugget got soaked, but i still ate it cuz i don't want to waste it.. today was good, it was good, sat next to my bro, and ramesh was extremely funny today, EXTREMELY funny during bio.. its good to see her smile (: hyper boy needs to practice his foosball lah, he ah, cannot relax man, he needs to relax, even Marc said he act like pro, but play not like pro.. haha damn funny lah, marc o so need some training, even though he has played longer than me, and some more he has more time and he is older than me! well, got to go..