Failures

my life, full of failures, LOL! ya know, primary school, never got the girl i liked, infact, she ignored me the whole time, UPSR got 3 A's mom and dad were dissapointed, uhm, form 1 til 2 failed agama, and din get even straight A's, form 3, fell for a girl, waited for one year, ended up rejecting me, uhm, got 5A's, mom and dad very dissapointed, this year, fell for a girl... got her, and she broke up with me... guess no girl wants me, might as well be gay...

Forgive me for my mistakes,
even though they are as deep as lakes,
numbers exceeding millions,
mistakes the number of billions,

I do not know whats wrong,
or maybe im just not strong,
I have made so many wrong doings,
and friended unwanted things,

might sound sad and tacky,
my only friend was a catty,
he always was there when i wanted him,
too bad he died and i was alone again,

I maybe surrounded by friends,
but my mood. it depends..

I liked a girl since so many years,
too bad she left me in tears,
this year i thought it was different,
with the girl i am liking current,

Though it went smoothly at first,
but some happy moments gotta burst,
dumped and alone again,
Since no lives are at stake,
I just may be Gods Only Mistake...