[UPDATED] Morphene Is The Best Cure (As BM says :P)

The moon never cries,
So the nights never dies,
The Sun shines so bright,
And lits this place alight,

The rain will always come,
When the thundering beguns,
Because without rain there will be no water,
and without water everyone will bother,

I love you for who you are,
Not because who u were,
So if you do something bad it is forgiven,
But i should never be given,
The same amount of mercy from you,
So never hide ur anger from me too,

Because i will hide mine,
But without u i will never shine.

"Its a crappy poem but yeah, im sleepy... WHY ARE YOU READING THIS GO DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE!! God.. Kids these days"

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Cavaleri ai lui Theoden


Treziti-va! Treziti-va Cavaleri ai lui Theoden!
Sulitele se vor cutremura,
Scuturile se vor sfarama!
In sabii se ridica ziua rosie!
In rasaritul Soarelui!
Calariti,acum!
Calariti,acum!
Calariti!
Calariti spre parjol si al lumii sfarsit!
Moarte! Moarte! Moarteeeeeeee!

Monday, March 12, 2012

Woof

Hellow, im fine thank you... long time since i did this >_> well, these days have been tiring, very tiring, especially with my exams.. chemistry.. literally.. literally.. LITERALLY.. killed me!!! teacher said it would be easy, but the questions fucked my brain... freaking hard!! now im just worried.. what my parents would say if i fail it.. *sigh* given up everything just to get 10As for le mom and dad >_> and also my dreams lah, half of me saying its worth it, half of me saying not worth it.. but nothing else for this year, cept study.. im chatting with asyraf right now, dunno wether to go to all those events, gotta know my results first, then only can decide, im freaking worried.. i just cant think properly about social things, for studies im fine.. doing fine for studies, cept one or two things, get bummed easily.. i just hide it behind my smile (: its not that hard to do it

Uhm, either than that, mom and dad not home this week, so gonna be a blast, been asking alot of questions in tuition, tomorrow got tuition some more and i think im not gonna sleep tonight cuz im about to play starcraft with acap, which we both know we not gonna stop xD haha, i've been think.. thinking alot bout stuff, just makes me not wanna get married somehow, ladidi ladada im freaking sleepy, today suppose to have futsal.. went to arena, then saw assunta chicks there... and.. what else? GTFO!! xD well imma go join Acap now.. bye bye...

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

......

I am waiting, waiting for the right time, when all of us can be together, like last time, last night i was thinking bout my birthday, 15th birthday, first birthday hangout in my life, first time i had friends around me celebrating, instead of doing it alone at home, mom at work, dad at work... im just waiting for the moment, where we can all come together, and do it all again, push everything aside, and just forget all the problems each of us had, i don't like being alone without everyone around me, but good things come to those who wait.. so im waiting, for the right time, still havent told her, and i feel guilty for that, some things are better off unsaid, til ur ready, i wont tell u..

The sad part is that nobody has stood up and herded us together, some are taking sides, well what can i say? we are all different, we're all human, and humans are like that, so don't be ashamed u took sides during a war.. just make sure that side is the right side, but im saying anyone is to be blamed.. we're all to be blamed, by being so blinded by all this negativity that we forgot all the good times we had, most people count the bad stuff, cuz bad stuff... i have no idea why people pay so much attention to bad stuff, but i'm, i'm just trying to stay positive these days... helping each of my friends if they need it, even if they don't appreciate it, i just do.. next week is early exams, gotta score, if i wanna go to plays or ICC.. but i'm fine if i don't go for ICC, but i prefer to go, i can support my friends performing, and just catch up with old friends that i haven't met..

right now just listening to some sad songs, i can't... be.. too sad, or not ill get angry, its 12.11am... i wish i could turn back time, but i can't.. so i just hope, everything will work out, even if i have to stand up and talk to everyone, people hating me and all, its okay, used to people hating me, if u ignore the pain, u won't get hurt.. most people think other people cause their pain, but its the person's choice.. to accept the pain, to give in to the pain.. or to just ignore it, no matter how bad it is, i chose to ignore it.. thats why i'm always happy.. cuz when imma bout to do something stupid, i think of the good stuff and bad stuff... well.. good night then, gotta get some sleep

so far away, i'm gone, please don't follow me tonight, and when i'm gone, everything will alright..

Friday, February 24, 2012

I want no one to care..


Uhm, i made a promise to someone, promised something.. and i don't intend to not do it.. so.. yeah.. these days i want no one to care for me, im glad to see most people not talking to me and not bothered bout what i do, so im glad, i just really am glad, cuz i don't want anyone to care, like form 1, the only friends i had were BB-ians, and some others, and i'd like to end my school days with just some friends, but i don't mind others joining in, just not so much, kept my distance from everyone from whats been happening last year, well.. thats all.. just gonna show u guys why i like Space so much.. and why i never said FML before...












This is the Cat's eye nebula (: its my favorite cuz its quite beautiful













This is the orion nebula, Orion's belt cant be seen.. uhm.. wait it can? dunnow if thats it or not, but yeah it holds the three stars for Orion's belt (:












This is the Helix Nebula, it kinda looks like a portal actually xD like in Portal 2, one blue and one orange xD either way, its nice











This is le Horsehead nebula, i put this in cuz, whenever i play chess, i always move the Knight first XD for those who dunnow what the Knight is, its the horse (:











This is the Eagle.. nebula? some people call it.. something.. something Pillars i think o_o.. PILLARS OF CREATION! :D yeahh xD












This is the Ring Nebula, it kinda looks like Helix, but in a different angle o_o














This is the.. RED SPIDER NEBULA!! if im not mistaken .___. looks like a pheonix.. or a baby chicken XD haha

Well i'm sorry if i wasted ur time.. was just.. ya know.. bored wanted to share some stuff... goodnight (: sweet dreams

Monday, February 20, 2012

dot... dot... dot...

i have a reason for everything i do.. not all reasons need to be known.. so theres a reason why im not talking to u.. just leave it be and forget about me >__>

Saturday, February 18, 2012

SOMEONE HELP ME NOW!!

oh my fucking gosh.. im so hyper now!! Im listening to this awesome epic legendary orchestra piece and its so freaking awesome, some more acap making sooooo many typos making me laugh!! AAAHHH so much hyperness, and god damn today was so freaking awesome, went to mid valley spend some time with my bros went to the IT Convention centre was freaking awesome, RAZOR ALL THE WAY MAN!!! Watch Ghost Rider 2 with harith, i enjoyed it.. but it just wasnt as good as the first one, but i like the fact that anything the Rider rides turns into a demon, sort of.. vehicle xD OWH OWH!! my most favourite line is :
"I want you to count every money in there. People are robbing me these days!! It makes my balls hurt!"
Awwww that was freaking hilarious man!! Ya know, its time like this i love, cuz i forget bout all my problems, and all the things im mad at, just went around the mall hanging out, then went to victoria station for dinner, 3 hours there, thats mad bro.. thats mad xDD But yeah, got a message from her saying nite nite, i just ignored it.. Owh crap.. now Radiant Eclipse is playing, and im gonna get more hyper and tomorrow got that orchestra thing to go to acap gonna follow me, both of us wearing blazer, OR SUITS!! YEAAAHHH!! IMMMA BE BARNEY AND ACAP TED!!! le wingman xD ah well, i am feeling awesome, must start studying from this week, gonna start ignoring some people, owh wait, i already did. HAHAHA :P well... bye bye!!