Long time no update

Wow, long time i never touch my blogger!! well, nothing to say actually, yesterday had an awesome time taking care of kids, met this lil chinese girl called Lim Yee Xuan, she was soooo cute, always wore my jester hat and my big black gloves, and other lil kids, they were so cute, had a great time playing with them, eating with them, haha, miss them already =/ and i got payed :P

I got 1 more day... wait.. wtf.. 1 MORE DAY?!?! shiT!! never even packed yet >___< gonna be there for 3 weeks man, gonna freeze ma balls off .__. least i get some alone time, still feel bad bought not keeping my promise, hope she'll be fine without me, going McD today, dunnow wether to go tuition o not today, maybe not, maybe yes, see first lah, bye bye, im going to go play games now ...

As Eminem says...

I'mma GOAT... Greatest Of All Time :)

i have so much to say but your so far away...

I know things arent like last time, but that doesnt mean we cant let go of the past? The past is just a piece of our mind, and can be ignored and forgetting, making new space for much more cheerfull memories rather than sad, u and me didnt last a month, but i miss everyday of it with you, especially the last night at mcd, i walked u back home, gave u a big hug, and went back to mcd to join the others, even though u broke up with me, im okay with that, it wasnt a mistake, and i respect that, truthfully i think it was better if we did, u needed to study, and i think i was getting distracted... wait... i always am xD well it was better for you, not for me, but hey, i rather choose whats best for you than for me...

sorry if i pissed u off or made like i cared but didnt care if i did... soz.. i do still care, but if u dun think that, than so shall it be... i wont stop ur denial, ill just accept it, and if u think this is so hard to believe, okay then, i dun mind if u just say this is some crap or bullshit, fine by me, im just saying what i wanna say, i don't need you to critic my words, i just want u to read it and understand, i dun know if u lied or if it was the truth, bout the reason u broke up with me, heh, guess ill never learn the truth, i know.. cuz u'll never tell me, like the reasons why u never told me why u chose me, the reasons why u always hugged me... it will always remain a mystery in my head that would never be solved

Like the mystery of why the fuck am i crazy?? LOL!! If u dun wanna read this then fine... so be it.. dun wanna believe this... fine... if u think i never cared bout u... so the days when i asked a hug, i comfirt you when ur bored, or always talked to u when ur mom pissess u off, or when i always webcammed you, and when u fell asleep i din bother waking u up cuz i din wanna bother u, and heck i din even get the first chance i got when i had a chance to go for the girl i wanted last year when she broke up with her bf... no... i stayed.. cuz i knew.. deep down inside u had feelings for me... but now guess those feelings have burned into ashes... just like my soul - -"

Best Lyrics i've heard so far...

I love you,
You were ready,
your pain is strong despite,
but ill see you,
when HE lets me,

Your pain is gone,
your hands are tied!!
So far away,
and i need you to know,
SO FAR AWAY!!!
and i need you to,
to need you to know
<3

If you guys are wondering if i have a new post...

Its on April month, thanks... its 6.15am and im listening to sad owl city songs before i go to school, gonna play basketball with dal and go follow raj and dal go somewhere tomorrow since nothing to do on sports day, so far nothing has changed, never really talked to her, today saw her going back with her mom right infront of me, but i guess doesnt matter if i said hi or not, owh well, i am gonna be soooo sleepy today, woke up 3am and didn't sleep till then, why u ask? don't ask..

Astro kao kao nothing edi, cannot even watch tv, my dad in johor, as usual, moms asleep upstairs, EATING POPCORN MAH SISTER BOUGHT! at 6.15 am .____. if i get diabetes, who cares.. DBA damn awesome lah... cant stop listening to em, its just a matter the fact that they screamo like shit awesome balls on fire!!! \m/

Maybe gonna follow ooi go around helping her friend by her chinese fan for sivik thing, yesterday tuition bio, hmmm, sat at the back cuz of dav, so didn't really pay attention, and she kept asking me what was this and what was that, CANT U SEE WOMAN! lol, i guess she cannot see black coloured words SORRY DAV xDD

OWH DAMN CRAP a dog chased me, was at a junction going into a housing area, suddenly saw a dog, so i cycled slowly passed it, then it chased me like i was some sort of meat bone or something, when i finally lost it, i was at another junction going into main road, and there was another dog that chased me!! so i had to go back the road i came, which i met the previous dog, so both of em chased me til masjid, and then i just settled there.

After that i went to the clinic, just to check on my cough, think its getting worse, and why the fuck does every cough medicine have to make u drowsy?!?! OWH! OWH! today bio knew how to make alcohol using only beras LAWL MUCH! never gonna try it though, whats the point of getting drunk? people can prank u or some sort of shit. WOW wrote alot even though its like 6.30am already! bus gonna be here in 10 minutes and DBA is screaming in my ear xDD

What else? HAHA my bro dal gonna get raped in the sketch for our IU!! damn my shield o so not yet done, how ah? how to get 10 shields fully operational by saturday?! stupid siva with his pengawas thing and abusing his power, imma kick his ass in bball today!! Wow, its like everyday i meet new friends, sunday WS met a girl named, JiaYun (WHICH I NEVER THOUGHT WOULD BE HER!) Chelsia, and Lidya?? o.o and a guy named Jay Jay and Joshua! weirdly all chinese .___. hung out with Dom, the 5 people up there ^ and and sanjiiv and shashee... owh and vie also!!|

Somehow i've been sleeping more and more in class these days, damn weird lah, we barely learn but our grades are normal, DA FUCK?! well i got tuition so can be explained, prefer tuition than school, maybe gonna quit lah AC, beginning to not... feel... comfortable in sejarah -.-" well buh bye, going to school now, see yah

CHUCHAWANA!!!!

Hehe, sup sup... long time never update blog edi, malas leh .__. idk what to say!! Saturday.. was... awesome!! played pool with WONG LEGEND! wtf, why baru nak update blog, mom here and ruins it all -.-" uhm... so far i've watch TF 3, KP 2, GL, uhm and... uhm HP 7!! :D most of these days i text Ooi :) HAHA! today almost got caught by teacher listening to my mp3, when she calling me i just mind my own business xD pastu out of her sight CABUT AH!!

Feel like killing myself these days.. LAWL! today mese agama tertidur o.e shit... tomorrow PJ and Chess... fuck i got no chance of winning leh, its like 100 to 0 o.e with Ishak and Chai and all those crappy people!!! damn im so tired... cycled with Arif whole pj.. its good to exercise, met Sharyl and da gang! :D

Just now arif kena kejar ngan anjing! HAH! CAKAP BANYAK KAWAN SAITAN LAGI! xDD it was good cycling, releasing all meh stress and all meh anger..... and all meh sadness... but come back tired as hell leh... blech, this Owl City song is making me emo as hell =.=" and i hope ooi is asleep... well then, gd nightz people...

DRINK THE POISON FWEAK!

OOOOOHHHH SSSSSSSHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTT!!!! awesome shit man... just awesome shit.. AH AWESOME SHIT! what is this shit? i cant tell yah.. sorry... these days... damn these days have been so awesome.... but umrah... each time i go to the masjid i always think of you.. and i pray for u .__. haih.... ooohh i wonder wtf is mrryyh? O.O its such a weird name... listening to the beast and the harlot FTW!!! and texting KY... idk... not much to say, din go to school today, tomorrow is school, and got pj ftw... OWH SHIT LISAAAAAAAAAAANN!!!!!!!!! LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANN!!! .___. gtg now buh bye